No -- you are too tall,
Thank you -- too fat
NEXT -- too ugly
Too LOUD
Too Funny
Too serious
Always too something --
Never good enough.
I'd love to be good enough at some point.
I don't have to be special all of the time --
Just some of the time.
To be taken seriously.
Not always have to quip the next dumb joke.
Look at me --
tell me I am beautiful --
Even if you have to lie.
look at me --
tell me I am interesting
Even if you have to lie.
Tell me you love me
Even if you have to lie.
I will be fine --
Just dont ever tell me that you lied.
I dont always need the truth.
I just need to be made to feel
special
loved
wanted
needed
useful
helpful
pretty
womanly
beautiful
feminine
dont reject me -- I cant take it right now.
You are beautiful and interesting! Thanks for opening yourself up and and sharing some of your story with us in such a real and honest way. Love you! Tonya
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